双语阅读：体验生活双语阅读：体验生活ExperienceLife体验生活Ihaveknownwantandstruggleandanxietyanddespair.Ihavealwayshadtoworkbeyondthelimitsofmystrength.AsIlookbackuponmylife,Iseeitasabattlefieldstrewnwiththewrecksofdeaddreamsandbrokenhopesandshatteredillusions--abattleinwhichIalwaysfoughtwiththeoddstremendouslyagainstme,andwhichhasleftmescarredandbruisedandmaimedandoldbeforemytime.Yet,Ihavenopityformyself;notearstoshedoverthepastandgonesorrows;noenvyforthewomenwhohavebeensparedallIhavegonethrough.ForIhavelived.Theyonlyexisted.Ihavedrunkthecupoflifedowntoitsverydregs.Theyhaveonlysippedthebubblesontopofit.Iknowthingstheywillneverknow.Iseethingstowhichtheyareblind.Itisonlythewomenwhoseeyeshavebeenwashedclearwithtearswhogetthebroadvisionthatmakesthemlittlesisterstoalltheworld.IhavelearnedinthegreatUniversityofHardKnocksaphilosophythatnowomanwhohashadaneasylifeeveracquires.Ihavelearnedtoliveeachdayasitcomesandnottoborrowtroublebydreadingthemorrow.Itisthedarkmenaceofthefuturethatmakescowardsofus.IputthatdreadfrommebecauseexperiencehastaughtmethatwhenthetimecomesthatIsofear,thestrengthandwisdomtomeetitwillbegivenme.Littleannoyancesnolongerhavethepowertoaffectme.Afteryouhaveseenyourwholeedificeofhappinesstoppleandcrashinruinsaboutyou,itnevermatterstoyouagainthataservantforgetstoputthedoiliesunderthefingerbowls,orthecookspillsthesoup.Ihavelearnednottoexpecttoomuchofpeople,andsoIcanstillgethappinessoutofthefriendwhoisn′tquitetruetomeortheaquaintancewhogossips.Aboveall,Ihaveacquiredasenseofhumor,becausethereweresomanythingsoverwhichIhadeithertocryorlaugh.Andwhenawomancanjokeoverhertroublesinsteadofhavinghysterics,nothingcaneverhurthermuchagain.IdonotregretthehardshipsIhaveknown,becausethroughthemIhavetouchedlifeateverypointIhavelived.AnditwasworththepriceIhadtopay.我体会过希望、挣扎、焦虑与绝望的真正含义。我总是超越身体极限地努力工作着。回首我过去的生活，那就像一个战场，里面充满了破碎的梦想、希望与幻想。这场极不利于我的战争令我遍体鳞伤、提前衰老。然而我并未因此怜悯自己；我没有为过去流泪与悲伤；我丝毫不去嫉妒那些从未经历过我的痛苦的女人们。因为我真正地活过一回，而她们，只是生存着而已。我品尝了生命之杯里的.每一滴，包括那些渣滓，而她们仅仅只是吮到了杯口的泡沫而已。我的所知、所见，她们永远不会知晓，不会看到。只有被泪水洗过眼睛的女